love sucks

love sucks

love sucks

love sucks

the
                                    words run through me the way blood runs through the body

rapidly and repeatedly,
                                    and haunting my soul

love is beautiful, they say; magical, pure bliss

well, I've only seen the dark side

why doesn't she see what
                                    she's doing to me?

the
                                    tears I shed at night are for her

but does she care?

no, of course not

I just admire her from afar, wishing she knew
                                    

but if she knew how I feel, would it help?

would it really change anything?

the answer:

no

she
                                    would still ignore me

still go to parties, dance at clubs, and flirt with guys

all with or without knowing that I love her still

could my luck
                                    change?

can I suddenly meet the wonderful girl of my dreams?

and will she feel for me the way I feel for her?

probably not

luck and fate have never been on my side,
                                    

always working against me

Why?

I don't know.

Love Sucks....